feeling lethargic. i don't understand why he brought me to this ride. i don't need to know anyway. if there's only something like a prophecy. an oracle. life would not be so unpredictable - hmm, roller coasters would be the best metaphoric comparison.
hugs myself. probably need someone/something to pull me up. never felt like that before. if only...
i can be like poseidon. i love the sea. it frothing as it washes ashore. making your feet tingly as seaweed curls around them. your feet sinking as you take a step into damp sand. fresh sea water drenching you. yes, i like that. if i can go to an underwater palace - you know little mermaid (i am fantasizing). and then you play with all the mermaids n mermen, dance with fishes and go around stealing your father's trident, ruling the palace for a day, zig-zagging through caves, escaping from eveel pple? haha, the sea world. and then you twirl in the sea, just enjoying urselves, making your feelings go wild. your hair wet and stringy. a dream, it is.
only things like that can make my heart leap a beat. make me seriously wild and happy. not thinking of anything else except.......how great this is.
oh yes, not to forget, sea is partially green!! haha. well my browser's olive green in colour. beautiful colour green is.